Monday, February 4, 2008

Big FAT Valentine - Here’s to the loves in my life. 04Feb08

I complain a lot, it's an area where I'm naturally gifted.

But... in spite of my fussing, I'm totally blessed with luck. Always have been. Mostly, I've been very extremely way lucky to have known some far out badasses.

First, my mums and daddy. They are still married. Incredible she hasn't killed him yet! LOL Love you both, even when you work my nerves. They taught me everything I know about the importance of having a good soul. 

My Mr. Buffie. He's the most awesome person I've ever known. He even laughs at my jokes and pretends I'm clever. Plus he's fun to cuddle and we like a bunch of the same stuff. He knows about junk I will never understand, but he is patient and tries to 'splain it to me anyway.

My dear girlie friends. Misse, Lisa, KatMak, Regina, Randi, Rachel, Heather, Gwen, AnnMarie, all the Big Cuties! You chicks have no idea how much you inspire me. I draw so much strength from y'all. When I have days where I feel like the world is shitting on me, I think about how often you've all made me smile or giggle or done something outrageous and things are suddenly not awful.

My Kevin. You're delightfully hateful. From the day we met some 10 or 11 years ago (damn we're old), we were best friends. I miss you and it's really hard to be so far away from you. Mexican Mondays are not right without you. Chuckwagon and I often find ourselves playing the WWKS game. What Would Kevin Say? "What I'm lookin fo' is a Lexus." "You got a batroom in yo betroom? Where you gonna eat yo cer-real?" My neighbors are probably STILL talking bout 'that girl who lives on the corner who cheats on her husband every Monday'. 

Beau, I miss you so much. I can't go the rest of my life and never see you again. You were the brother I never had and the friend I needed most in this world and shame on me for not realizing that sometimes. You always told me the truth, even when I refused to hear it. Thank you.

Bec and Branita, you're still my home-town girls and I look forward to going home in hopes I'll see ya both. Two of the most 'real' chicks ever. EVER!

The Mixxx. Freaks. All of you. Freaks and weirdos and perverts! I can't believe I spent all that time with you people. I can't believe we drank so much. What the fuck is wrong with you guys? Why the hell didn't we have better things to do? Dammit! =) Good times. I wish I still had a pager, I'd 143 4-Ever to ya'll!

To ALL the awesome women in my world... thanks for making me feel like I can do anything, absolutely anything. Thank you for giving me the guts to live out loud and without apology. 

Super Sloppy Kisses to The Unit, Steph, and CC Banana! Hee hee hee!!!

Many many many many hugs to those of you I don't know very well. I appreciate the notes you send me every day and all the kindness you so freely give. It's a wonderful feeling to read all your sweet words. Thank you a million times!

Big Candy Valentie Hearts to all of you! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!